Monday, November 5, 2012

The things that no one else sees.



"I feel like shit today, but I've come only to see his amazing face", E. told me, and I started to laugh, but inside I felt the same, for some other guy that cached my eye since the first day of school. "I hope you realize, they will never look at us, like they do for 11th girls". And I do. I stopped hopping, and trying to draw attention, 'cause I just don't like being like that. What would be, would be!
As I was laying on my bed, I realized I don't know anything about him, his name, his class, nothing... But there is just this feeling... I melt every little bit every time I see him on the hallways.

"Ma simt ca naiba azi, dar am venit la scoala doar sa ii vad fata minunata", mi-a spus E, iar eu am bufnit in ras, chiar daca acolo departe undeva simteam la fel pentru un al tip, care mi-a atras atentia din prima zi de scoala. "Sper ca realizezi, ca ei nu o sa se uite niciodata la noi, cum se uita la fetele de a 11-a". Da chiar imi dau seana. Am incetat sa mai sper, si sa atrag atentia asupra mea, pentru ca pur si simplu nu imi place sa fiu asa. Ce o sa fie, o sa fie!
Cum stateam la mine in pat, am realizat ca nu stiu nimic despre el, numele lui, ce clasa este, nimic... Dar acolo este acest sentiment... Ma topesc cate putin de fiecare data cand il vad pe holuri.


5 comments:

  1. Sa stii ca este un sentiment frumos desi e dureros . O sa vina momentul in care sa afli despre el , nu stii cum te intoarce soarta si sa stii ca daca vrei sa afli o sa afli . Ai doar rabdare , dragostea la prima vedere , nu multi o dobandesc . :D :* Te pup !

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  2. LOVE your choice of music

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  3. Nice pic!!! would you like to follow each other?
    Besos, desde España, Marcela♥

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