Tuesday, January 31, 2012

people talk, and I'm waving.



I'm pretty sure that I could say a lot of shits about everybody, but i don't think that's necessary.




music for ears.






Adele - Now and Then.


My Mom's "now" song. 
It's not impossible to not like Adele. I mean each other of us have hard times, on our lives, and we transpose our selves in her songs, because we hurt, and we need some bridge that could keep us up, without falling apart. 

Adele's not skinny, and she's not showing us her boobs, because she don't make music for eyes, she's making music for ears. 



Monday, January 30, 2012

and I set fire to the rain.

I felt in love with this song in April. I remember that I've posted this part of lyrics, without adding anything else. 



"But there’s a side to you, that I never knew, never knew. All the things you’d say, they were never true, never true, and the games you play, you would always win, always win."


Adele is amazing. After the wow thing with Someone Like You, now here it comes Set Fire To The Rain. 
I've always known that Adele is not going to stay in shadows of other singers, because she is a shining star...
Lyrics, is as you can see. 
Who ever broke Adele's heart, made her reach as hell. But I still think that she sings because this is her life, and all that she's doing, is not for money. She just help us, ladies all over the world, to climb all the shitty moments.
She definitely should do a music video for this song. This lyrics video already have 105 million views, and this is not even a music video. I've told ya. Adele is awesome!
Adele's the kind of women that should be fallowed. 



Tomorrow I have a test at French. I hate this. I don't know what I'm going to do, because I couldn't understand anything. This just freaks me out. Oughhh.


Go on and try to tear me down, 
I'll be rising from the ground.


Sunday, January 29, 2012

living young and wild and free.



[Wiz Khalifa and Bruno Mars]: So what we get drunk., so what we smoke weed, we’re just having fun, we don’t care who sees. So what we go out, that’s how its supposed to be, living young and wild and free.
[Wiz Khalifa - Verse 1]: Uh, Uh huh. So what I keep ‘em rolled up, saggin’ my pants not caring what I show, keep it real with my niggas, keep it player for the hoes, and look clean don’t it? Washed it the other day, watch how you lean on it. Give me some 501’s jeans on and roll joints bigger than King Kong’s fingers, and smoke them hoes down ’till they stingers, you a class clown and if I skip for the day I’m with you bitch smokin’ grade A.
[Wiz Khalifa and Bruno Mars]: So what we get drunk, so what we smoke weed, we’re just having fun, we don’t care who sees. So what we go out, that’s how its supposed to be, living young and wild and free.
[Snoop Dogg]: Yeah, uh you know what? It’s like I’m 17 again, peach fuzz on my face, lookin’, on the case, tryna find a hella taste. Oh My God, I’m on the chase, chevy, its gettin’ kinda heavy, relevant, sellin’ it, dippin’ away, time keep slippin’ away, zip in the safe, flippin’ for pay, tippin’ like I’m drippin’ in paint. Up front four blunts, like “Khalifa put the weed in a J”.
[Wiz Khalifa and Bruno Mars]: So what we get drunk., so what we smoke weed, we’re just having fun, we don’t care who sees. So what we go out, that’s how its supposed to be, living young and wild and free.
[Snoop Dogg]: Uh, and now I don’t even care, cause it’s me and my team and here’s gonna be some weed in the air. Tell ‘em Mac, blowin everywhere we going and now you know one when, I step right up, get my lighter so I can light up. That’s how it should be done, soon as you thinkin you’re down, find out how to turn things around, nothing’s looking up. From the ground up, pound up, this Taylor Gang, so turn my sound up, and round up and do my thing. Now I’m chillin, fresh out of class filling, like I’m on my own and I can probably own a building, got my own car, no job, no children, had the science project, me and Mac kill it. THC MAC DEV HD3, hi, it’s me, this is us, we gon’ fuss, we gon’ fight, we gon’ rollin. Live our life!
[Wiz Khalifa - Bridge]: Yea, roll one, smoke one, when you live like this you’re supposed to party. Roll one, smoke one, and we all just having fun. So we just, roll one, smoke one. When you live like this you’re supposed to party. Roll one, smoke one, and we all just having fun. 
[Wiz Khalifa and Bruno Mars]: So what we get drunk, so what we smoke weed, we’re just having fun, we don’t care who sees. So what we go out, that’s how its supposed to be, living young and wild and free. 


"And then we're smokin' a dubbie, and hope some chicks show us their boobies.", haha This is what Wiz's saying before the song starts. It's super duper cool. 
I know I've said that I'm not addicted to drugs, but this song's simply too damn good. Bloody hell. See I'm just in love with the song, and this don't even mean something for me. This is how it is. I just like it. 
I'm in love with Bruno Mars, and his voice is gorgeous. When I hear him I feel like I'm flying. 
And it goes like:
Bruno Mars - young
Wiz Khalifa - wild
Snoop Dogg - freee.

Song of the weekend.



Go on and try to tear me down, 
I'll be rising from the ground.

I’m a speeding car, and I can’t slow down.


I’m a speeding car, and I can’t slow down, but you’re standing in the way, and I just can’t find the breaks. I’m a speeding car, and I can’t slow down. Did you stop when you hit the ground? Did you break the speed of sound?
But hey, you’re gonna have to wait Till they say it’s over, till it’s all too late. And they, will never hesitate, just know that I, I never went too far. And I’m a speeding car.
Looking out of the window, and you’re caught in the headlights, you taste just like shattered glass, coming down from the overpass. Well I’m a speeding car, have I lost control?, Oh no. Am I just what you’re looking for, coming in through the open door.
Well hey, you’re gonna have to wait, till they say it’s over, till it’s all too late. And they, will never hesitate. Just know that I, I never went too far And I’m a speeding car.
But hey, you’re gonna have to wait, till they say it’s over, till it’s all too late. And they will never hesitate, just know that I, I never went too far.I never went too far. And I’m a speeding car…



This is another song from Eskimo Joe's new album. I jut love it.
Because I like all the song, I'm gonna put here all of them. 
For a while I don't know any more what type of music is my favorite. I mean for a while I'm listening o lot of Lil Wayne, B.o.B, Eminem, Snoop Dogg, Wiz Khalifa, Chris Brown, and many others, and I really like it. 
And about rock. Ohh well,  I think that this kind of music is my life, and I don't think that I could live without it. 

Go on and try to tear me down, 
I'll be rising from the ground. 



audience.


I think that this is really true. I mean in these days everybody want to have a beautiful picture that could remind them of beautiful days from concerts, or every thing else. I like to do a lot of photos, and I always have in my bag my camera.  
I think that I lived in 60's, and I was a teenager, because I'm totally in love with that part of history/ 
And 90's... oh yeah. This is when Nirvana comes out. Kurt Cobain. x



Go on and try to tear me down, 
I'll be rising from the ground. 

Saturday, January 28, 2012

Inspiration part 2

Last night when I've done the first "Inspiration", I couldn't finish it, because I was sleepy, so now 'm gonna continue it.

I have my own a vintage watch  like this. I really like it. And the text from photo is epic.

I really like to have a lot of jewels. When I think that last year I only have some bracelets, and some nacklaces, it's whoahh, but now I have a lot of of jewels.

I think I've never mentioned that I have 2 dogs. I love them very-very much. They're so innocent.

I'm the oldest child from my family, so I've seen a lot of little babies. When they're little are so cute, but then when they start to speak, they are like a radio, who's talking all day long, but anyways they're still cute. Sweet.

I'm a big, big fan of Pretty Little Liars, and I'm the one who discovered them, and then I've told about them to my gang (or my old gang, anyways, never mind.) I like the most Aria, and I can't wait till new episode.

This remind me that Harry Potter. Ohh, I wasn't that crazy  fan, but I can say that I enjoyed watching all the parts, and I really like the story. I'm really glad that the end, was a happy one.

Hahaha, my dad loves Oreo. He's like a young kid when he open one of those.

Look at this. Lions are the most beautiful animals on planet, and the little ones, look like some puffy cats.

Right now I have a nail polish like this one on my nails, and I gotta say that I tottaly love this.

I'm a little artist. I mean I love to draw and paint, and now I thinking about something to paint on my door, because I have a canvas in there, and I need something really fast. Whoah, I can't wait to see what I'm gonna pick. My mother just bought me yesterday some new canvas.

Hehehe, this remind me of Tom, from Tokio Hotel. I loved how he looked when he had this on his head, but he's been aged, so he need a change, and I like this new one, too.

I would love to have long-long hair, and do something like this to my hair. Right now I have short hair, and it never look how I want it to look. Bleahh.

I have this stupid thing with boys who have curly hair. I just like every guy with this tipe of hair. I just don't know why, but I think that they are the best. :) I  love this photo. 


Go on and try to tear me down, 
I'll be rising from the ground.

Mirror on the wall, here we are again.

So here it comes the new song of Lil Wayne. This is just a small part of song, but I think that the whole song will be great, especially that is ft. with Bruno Mars.
Oh God both together, this is wonderful. I  can't wait till the official video! 



Go on and try to tear me down, 
I'll be rising from the ground.


This is insane.

You know what's crazy? 
You know what's insane? 
Look at  this photo. Look how this men is holding in his arms, this dog, because he want the dog to be ok. Look how this men is so careful with this beautiful dog. 
When I think that people are so mean, and they don't give a shit about their peers, it's insane!
Honestly this photo makes me wanna cry, because I see everyday homeless people, and I'm sorry for them, because I can't help them. And now is winter, and outside are low temperature, and, and, and... God.

Life's a beatch, and death's a sister!

-this verse is totally what I needed. this is from 6 foot, 7 foot-Lil Wayne.-




Go on and try to tear me down, 
I'll be rising from the ground.


Friday, January 27, 2012

Inspiration.


Now I'm gonna make an unusual post. 
I haven't done this for a long time. 
I'm going to put some photos, and then write something about each other. 

For start is this photo. I love inks, I really do, but I don't think that I'm gonna make one soon. Maybe you'll wonder why... Oh well, I'm sure you have noticed that, I'm always changing my back-ground image, because I get bored to see every time the same photo, so I change them very fast, and sometimes, I really don't like them. So I think it will be hard for me to pick the right thing to put on my skin.  

If there is one thing that I regret, is that I never wanted to be a ballerina. I remember that my mom asked me once, when I was little,  if I want to do some classes, but I answered "no", because back then I was more like a boy. I was a little rebel, even when I was young.  

I love Leo since I was 9, when I saw for the first time Titanic. After then I started to search him on Google, and see a lot of movies, with him. I need to say, that he is a great actor, and he is a sweet one, even if he have been aged. 

This is how I want my prom dress look like. I can't wait...! If my dress is not going to be black, I definetly, want to be purple, like dark-purple. 

I love to read. It doesn't mean if the book that I have in my hands, is a old one, or a new one, because I like to see the different point of view of people. Lately I don't have time for this passion, because I'm busy with all the thing for school, and I fuckin' hate this. Bleah :( I have like 8 new books, and I just don't have time.

I really love this type oh shoes. I tried one of them on a shop, and I think I'm gonna buy them, because my legs look sexy in heels.


I'm waiting for my summer love, and for summer, even if I know that I'll have my final tests, who will stress me like hell, I'm still looking forward for vacantion.




Go on and try to tear me down, 
I'll be rising from the ground.



Thursday, January 26, 2012

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

This is more than a rap.


Out of sight, out of mind, out of time, to decide. Do we run? Should I hide? For the rest, of my life.  
Dear Anne, my number 1 fan, I write with the light from the lamp on my nightstand, with my pen in my right hand, and that's also my mic hand. Codeine in the sprite can, ink on the white pad, and I'm thinking of life, Anne, and wrong and right, Anne, and sometimes I'm right, and sometimes I might. Ca-can I find the light? Still my rhymes are bright, so I continue my plan, and I'm sure (shore) like white sand, that they'll be price payin', before my flight land, but still, I want to see more than my sight can adore, so I can't ignore, what I want anymore. So I just go, you can call me the Gore, and oh yeah, I got a girl, she act like I owe her, and um, sometimes it seems like I just don't know her, and yeah, the relationship is starting to feel like a chore, but I really hope I'm not starting to bore
Out of sight, out of mind, out of time, to decide. Do we run? Should I hide? For the rest, of my life. 
Dear Anne, my number 1 fan, I write you this letter. I hope everything's grand. I hope everyone's good. I hope everybody's praying. I hope – hold up baby, let me switch hands. See, lately I've been dealing with a lot of shit Anne. It's burning me and I can't get out of this pan, and every time I look there's a problem with this man, but I ain't tryna expose, I'm just tryna expand, but your support held me up like kickstands, and I'm also being more careful in how I pick friends, and I'm tryna stay up out them chick's pants [Laughs] but, I just can't, but, on another note, this ain't just another note. This is more than a rap, this is more of an oath, and I know you're wondering what this letter is for, and I'm just hoping that you read this far. 
Out of sight, out of mind, out of time, to decide. Do we run? Should I hide? For the rest, of my life.  
Dear Anne, my number 1 fan. By now you probably think I'm portraying who I'm saying, and sometimes I wish I wasn't him, but I am, and it's people like you that make me proud of what I am. Hey, you are the shit. Damn, pardon the gram (grammar), but it's like you make me feel like I'm a part of the fam, and shit, when my life be like some sort of exam. It's a jungle out there- lions, horses and rams. Shit, as I sit and wait for the war to began. I-I just think of you, then I'm rewarded again. Anne, with you, is where my artistry can. Anne, so with you is where a part of me stands. Anne, I hope I see you in the stands. Anne, because you know I understand. Anne, and I'm sorry about Stan. So I wrote this to say I'm your number 1 fan. 
Out of sight, out of mind, out of time, to decide. Do we run? Should I hide? For the rest, of my life. 


I'm not smoking, doing drugs, or alchool, and this is why I don't understand why, on YouTube, are guy who are posting, something like "This song's making me wanna smoke weed". Ok dude I understand that you're addicted to drugs, but you don't have to this just because Lil Wayne's doing this.
I'm a fan. I'm a big fan, even if I don't like some of his songs, like "Lollypop", who's about sex, and another stupid things. I love rap, even if  I'm not a nigga. I'm just a girl who love big-great lyrics, who're actually mean something. 
Love ya Lil Wayne. 
I watched a video,(before this) who's about 30 minutes,(here is the link) where Wayne's talking about a lot of shits, but what I really liked was the part when he was talking about the guys, who're copying him. 
You know what I admire about Lil Wayne? He's open for new types of rap. I mean he have done rock-rap, slow-rap, (and like this), fast-rap, soul-rap, and omg, he knows how to play guitar!
I don't know what I'm supposed to say.
This song's great, and I know this from summer, but I totally forget about it, but now I found this again. I don't know what happend with me, but in last time, I'm listening more rap than rock. What the fuck? But it's ok. I'm mean I'm okay with this, and I don't regret a thing.
I like when he says "and I'm also being more careful in how I pick friends". Hehehe, that's fuckin' right!

  


Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Watch me now motherfucker, I’m walking all over your grave.

Johnny took a ticket to London. Jenny took a ticket to Spain. Jenny fell in love with a movie star, and ran away to live in LA. I stayed home to count my luck and, ended up living like a garbage truck I can’t throw away these useless things that have no place but I try, and I try to disregard that lonely life, but they hang onto your heart like a ghost. Like a ghost.
I keep running. I keep running, but they’re chasing me down like a memory. I keep running. I keep running, but you never get away from your history. I keep running, hear the ghosts of the past sing.
Can I get peace in the distance? Can I get further away? I saw you in a suit last Saturday night, and man I gotta say you have aged, so tell me what I look like in your eyes. Am I the same enemy that you despise, well five years should’ve been long enough, to forget the past but I try, and I tried, to disregard that lonely life, but they hang onto your heart, like a ghost. Like a ghost.
I keep running. I keep running, but they’re chasing me down like a memory. I keep running. I keep running, but you never get away from your history. I keep running. Hear the ghosts of the past sing.
See me now while you’re running, I’m walking all over your grave. Watch me now motherfucker, I’m walking all over your grave.
So keep running. Keep running, ‘cuz I’m chasing you down like a memory. Keep running. Keep running, but you never get away from your history.
So keep running, you keep running, ‘cuz they’re chasing you down like a memory. I keep running, you keep running, but you never get away from your history, so keep running. I hear the ghosts of the past sing.



This is wow.  I mean I haven't hear a song like this for a long time. I miss the times when I was listening a lot of Eskimo Joe, but this new album is awesome. All the song are gorgeous, with a lyrics like a story. You have to hear, to understand what I mean.
I don't that exist a song from this new album "Ghosts of the Past", that I don't like. Yeah!
I love how the drums, and electronic guitar  sounds.   

Friday, January 20, 2012

Totally forgotten photo.

This is a photo edited by me. I totally forget about this, but now here it is. 
Right now I'm looking on my old-old folder with aritstic photos.
Do you like thisphoto?
Lyrics: Demi Lovato - Skyscraper


Thursday, January 19, 2012

Get your ass back home!


Girl: I don’t know, where you’re going,or when you’re coming home. I left the keys under the mat to our front door, for one more chance to hold you close. I don’t know, where you’re going, just get your ass back home.
Guy: We both knew this type of life didn’t come with instructions, so I’m trying to do my best to make something out of nothing, and sometimes it gets downright shitty in fact, when you call and I don’t know what city I’m in at, or what day of the  week in the middle of the month. In a year I don’t recall, it’s like my life’s on repeat and the last time we spoke, I told you I wouldn’t be long, that was last November, now December’s almost gone, I’d apologize but I don’t realize what I’m doing wrong.
Girl: I don’t know, where you’re going, or when you’re coming home. I left the keys under the mat to our front door, for one more chance to hold you close. I don’t know, where you’re going, just get your ass back home.
Guy: And you’ve been nothing but amazing , and I never take that for granted. Half of these birds would have flew the coop, but you, you truly understand it, and the fact you stood beside me, every time you heard some bogusness. You deserve a standing o ‘cause they’d a just been over it, let em talk, let em talk, let em talk, let em talk, like we don’t hear what they saying. Let em walk, let em walk, let em walk, let em walk, we’ll just drive by and keep waving, cause you and I above all that. Just let them wallow in it. Now they all choked up, yuck, cause they be swallowing it.
Girl: I don’t know, where you’re going, or when you’re coming home. I left the keys under the mat to our front door, for one more chance to hold you close. I don’t know, where you’re going, just get your ass back home.
Guy: No one hold me down like you do sweetheart. You keep doing that, I keep doing this. We’ll be alright in the end, trust that . We put the us in trust, baby, let’s go. 
Girl: I don’t know, where you’re going, or when you’re coming home. I left the keys under the mat to our front door, for one more chance to hold you close. I don’t know, where you’re going, just get your ass back home.


Again I post a song made by Neon Hitch. I simply love this girl, and the way that she sings. 
She have an original style, and I think that this is the awesome thing about this girl. The way that she made song where she was talikin' about sex, and another ones, like Poisoned With Love, where she's talkin' about love, and her strong feelings. 
Her voice is just awesome, and the lyrics are so inspiring. 
I love her new song Fuck U Betta. (I think that this is the song for my next post).
About Gym Class Heroes, well I don't know what to say. First of all I love their music, and Travie McCoy, then I like that they have made a song feat, Neon Hitch, and in just one word, I can say that they're "geniuses".
Just listen the song... Yeahh...

Talkin' with myself.

"Turn around. Turn around. Turn around. TURN FUCKIN' AROUND."
"Shut the fuck up"
I'm not going to turn around just because my hart says so. I'm not going to lose everything again. No. Not this time. My hart is a stupid one, because my hart really believe everything, but my brain, is still awake, and is doing the right thing.
"Move your ass back home!", yeah this is what I'm going to do. I don't need to turn around, I don't need you, but I need a cold shower, because I need to wake up.
I know that this life doesn't come with instructions, but I'm going to do my own.
No I don't want to go home. No. I'm too frickin'  depressed. Crap. But I have to do it. Shit.
Now I'm going to put my trust in you 2. Yeah. I hope that this will last long.
Let them talk. Let them talk. Let them talk.
Let them walk. Let them walk. Let them walk. 
Bleah. Here is fuckin' cold. Why?
I grab my phone. What the hell I'm going to do now.
I'm texting a name. Why I did that? Why I just texted that name? Ahhh. Too much questions.
Should I call? No. Should I delete this? YEAH!
"Do you want to delete this?".
I know that two seconds ago, I said "yes", but now...
Yeah. I press "yes". This is what you should have done a long time ago.
I'm smiling. Hmmm, maybe this is the best way. Surely.

Sunday, January 15, 2012

how fragile we are.

Today I figure out about something, that really scared me. A part of me always knowed that there, somewhere is the day when someone dear of mine will die. I always know that people where never meant to live forever, (and this is kinda crap), but I still hope that we can find a way to keep the dear ones close to use, even if they're really old, and their day have came.

I hate that today my great-grandfather have died. He was a very good men, even if seemed a bad person, because of his look. He had 80 and something years, and he was very very sick. In the past, I don't know 3 months he stayed every day in the bad. I loved him, and I still do, and he was the last grandfather, that I could have.

My mother's father,  died before I was born, and I only saw him in some pictures, but somehow I still feel close to him, even if I didn't saw him in flesh and bones, and it's kind of creepy.

My dad's father, died 2 summer ago. I didn't want to see him sick, because I wanted to keep his memory beautiful, how it always was. He had problems with his hart, and this is why he died, beside the cigarettes that he smoked all his life. I miss him, and I'm ashamed that I didn't want to go at his funeral (actually I was scared), and believe me I cried all that day, and  I am really-really sorry, that I couldn't be strong enough to go at that kind of thing... I went to his tomb, and I lit candles for him, and I always had tears in my eyes, (even now I had, because I remember how skinny he was in past years). I remember his tattoos, his old-old anchor tattoo. I can't forget his deep green eyes (my father  inherited that eyes from his father.)

Rest in Peace.

When my mother received a call, I saw her face expression, and I knowed what she next will say to me. I couldn't cry, and I don't know why...

I wish that I never forget memory of my grandfather, how they looked when they were feeling good, because this is the kind of memory I want to keep.

I never want to get that old. I don't know, just the thought that I could marry to a men, that will get sick, and after a long fight with illness, he'll die, and I'm going to remain lonely, scares me. This is how my grant-grandmother, will have to live. She said that she don't want to come with us in town, because she just can't. That house were she live right now, have been the shelter for her for long long time, and she can't just leave, and let the house, and I totally understand her, but like this will be more painful for her.

Now I can see how fragile we are, and why I should live every minute, every second like will be my last one, and why I should treasure my life, because with all my pain, and difficult moments, I should love it, 'cause no one will ever give me back the years that have left.



The end.

So, winter vacantion is almost done, and I'm very upset, because today was a very very dark day for me and my family, but I honestly can't talk about this right now.
I liked to stay home and do nothing all dayy lonnnggg, but tomorrow I'm gonna wake up with my smile on, whatever, will happen, because tomorrow I start another year, and I need to be strong for new begining.
I don't know about you, but I need this year to be perfect. This summer I have one of the best important exams from my life and I need to be focus, and learn everything I can in these months. I really need good marks. Anyway I'm still scare of heel...

And about school... oh well I hope that I'm going to do the best.

I want to tank you, the visitators from United States, because of God, you're a lot, and I hope that you like my blog. This doesn't mean that I don't thank you the visitators from Germany, Holand, Netherlands, Russia, India, United Kingdom, and many other places from all around the world. Thank you! Really.

Tomorrow maybe I'm gonna fake my smile, maybe not, I don't know, how my mood will going to be, but I hope it will be a good one.

All luck from the world for everybody!




Saturday, January 14, 2012

On the top of the world.



These guys are awesome.
 I don't think I can do this on a top of a mountain.
I love winter, and snow (I'm very upset. This years I haven't seen any snowflake in my city, and this is terrible.)
I apreciate those guys, for their courage (even if I knew that they're doing this for their own plesure),but I also think that they're a little crazy. 
I don't know how they can fall that bad, and then they have strength to back to snowboard, and start again snowboarding.

THIS is not really the video that I wanted. I first founded a video on Vimeo, witch is a  very good footage. I hate that I couldn't find the same video on YouTube, but I'm gonna give you the link, so you can see what I liked so much about it. 


The song from the last video is Dolphin - Virgins


Friday, January 13, 2012

Truth.


Mean people are just insecure, so they make other people feel like shitty, and like that they can be happy. 
-Shameless: season1 episode 11



Thursday, January 12, 2012

I guess I'll make my own way.


If I'm a bad person, you don't like me, well, I guess I'll make my own way. It's a circle, a mean cycle. I can't excite you anymore.
Where's your gavel? Your jury? What's my offense this time? You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me, well, sentence me to another life.
Don't wanna hear your sad songs, I don't wanna feel your pain, when you swear it's all my fault, 'cause you know we're not the same. No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same. 
We're the friends who stuck together, we wrote our names in blood, but I guess you can't accept that the change is good. It's good, it's good…
Well, you treat me just like another stranger. Well, it's nice to meet you, sir. I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out. 
You treat me just like another stranger.Well, it's nice to meet you, sir,I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out. 
Ignorance is your new best friend.
This is the best thing that could've happened, any longer and I wouldn't have made it. It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture, I'm just a person but you can't take it. 
The same tricks that, that once fooled me, they won't get you anywhere, I'm not the same kid from your memory, well, now I can fend for myself.
Don't wanna hear your sad songs, I don't wanna feel your pain, when you swear it's all my fault, 'cause you know we're not the same. No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same. 
Yeah, we used to stick together, we wrote our names in blood, but I guess you can't accept that the change is good. It's good, it's good… 
Well, you treat me just like another stranger, it's nice to meet you, sir. Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out. 
You treat me just like another stranger, well, it's nice to meet you, sir. Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out. 
Ignorance is your new best friend. Ignorance is your new best friend. Ignorance is your new best friend. Ignorance is your new best friend
Well, you treat me just like another stranger, w ell, it's nice to meet you, sir. Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out. 
You treat me just like another stranger, well, it's nice to meet you, sir. 


I love Paramore, and this song is one of the best.
This song means a lot for me, because I feel like this song is creaming at me, saying "Wake up! What the hell is wrong with you. Can't you see? You should never care!"
I don't know how the hell I'm gonna make this, but believe me all I have in my hart right now is not pain, is hate with spite. 
Enjoy it, and have a great day. 


Yesterday.


Yesterday was fine, but actually if I stay and think about yesterday, It was horrible, 'cause, I realize that I think a lot at stupid  shits, that should never cross my mind. Damn...
Why every time I should think about some other people, to think if they're fine, if they're happy, and other things, but when is about me, no one gives a shit. Why? Why? Why?
I always ask me this, but I never get the answer, because every time something comes, and I forgot about that, and forgive people. 

Beside this, yesterday was great. I saw the movie that I wanted (O.K., actually I wanted The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo, but cinema staff, didn't want to give us the tickets, because I don't have the damn age of 18, so we bought tickets for New Years Eve', because this was the only movie for a gang of girls.) 
Thanks guys. And I love the necklaces from you.

So this wasn't actually a post for my birthday, but it was a good way, to say what I'm trying to say for a while, but I couldn't find the right words, so now I did it, and I'm feeling good. 

I wish I could have an ocean next to my house, because I need a way to relaxe. 

"All I want is something to believe in" - One Night Only - All I want. 




(God, how much I have tried to find the perfect photo.)



Isn't it ironic?


Bullshits. 
Everything's just an illusion. 
I admit it. I hate this year more than everything else, and trust me I have a lot of thing that I hate right now. 
Fuck it. When year's gonna end, I'm gonna be the happiest person. I can't wait to go to highschool, and God... Never mind. 
Isn't it ironic?



Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Real...

Real girl, don't fuck with every guy.


Real mens, don't rape.



And remember. If he really care about you, he'll wait.


On day before yesterday was my fuckin' birthday!




On 9th, was my birthday.
I get older, and beside that I grow up a lot. I'm not saying that just because I want to praise...
I don't know what else I can say.
I'm proud of me, and I'm glad who I have become.

(In last months I understand that you don't need a lot of  world to express yourself. It's just like you tell "I love you", to someone, and you don't need any more words...)

Today I'm goning to see a movie, and celebrate my birthday. I hope I'll have a good time, and I'm gonna relate you how It was, maybe tonight, or tomorrow.
Like present from my parents I have got the watch I have been dreaming since the day I saw it in showcase,  some nail polish, and a blouse (I'm wearing it today).
From my aunt and uncle I have got a long naclace with a big ball,  made of fake black diamants. It looks great.
Because on 9th starts a new year for me, I decided that my blog needs a new look, so this is it. It like it, and I hope that you like this too.

I can't wait. Right now I need to pee, so I'm going to press Post, and ran to the bathroom.



Tuesday, January 10, 2012

It’s probably ‘cuz, you think you're cooler than me.




If I could write you a song, and make you fall in love, I would already have you up under my arm. I used to pull all my tricks, I hope that you like this, but you probably won't, you think you're cooler than me.
You got designer shades, just to hide your face and you wear them around like  you're cooler than me. And you never say hey, or remember my name. It’s probably ‘cuz, you think you're cooler than me.
You got your hot crowd, shoes on your feet, and you wear them around, like they ain't shit. But you don't know, the way that you look, when your steps make that much noise.
See I got you, all figured out, you need everyone's eyes just to feel seen. Girl, your so vain, you probably think that this song is about you.Don't you? Don't you?
 If I could write you a song, and make you fall in love, I would already have you up under my arm. I used to pull all my tricks, I hope that you like this.But you probably won't, you think you're cooler than me.
You got designer shades,  just to hide your face and you wear them around like, you're cooler than me. And you never say hey, or remember my name. It's probably cuz,  you think you're cooler than me.
 You got your hot crowd, switching your walk, and you don't even look when you pass by. But you don't know, the way that you look. When your steps make that much noise.
And don't you dare act like you don't know, know what's up, cuz your nose is up.I'm approaching up, like I can't give you winter in the summer, or summer in the winter, Miami in December, trying to look bored in them Dior's. she probably is, Was acting shallow 'til she found out  how deep that my pockets is Mrs. pre-Madonna, this is your reminder, that I think you're fine, but I'm finer.  
'Cause it sure seems ('Cause it sure seems) you got no doubt (That you got no doubt), sut we all see (We all see) you got your head in the clouds (Clouds).
 If I could write you a song, and make you fall in love, I would already have you up under my arm. I used to pull all my tricks, I hope that you like this. But you probably won't, you think you're cooler than me.
You got designer shades, just to hide your face and  you wear them around like,  you're cooler than me. And you never say hey, or remember my name. Its probably cuz, you think you're cooler than me.




I know that this is a little bit different from the Mike Posner song, but I like more this, and I don't mind if it has a lot of words...
The original song is from 2010, but the song covered by Neon Hitch, is much cooler than Mike. I don't know, maybe you think that Mike is cooler that Neon Hitch, and its' all right.  
I love how Mike looks, and this is the  kind of guy that I like.. :-)





I wish I was born in the U.S.A.




Born down in a dead man's town. The first kick I took was when I hit the ground, you end up like a dog that's been beat too much, till you spend half your life just covering up.
Born in the U.S.A. I was born in the U.S.A. I was born in the U.S.A.  Born in the U.S.A.
Got in a little hometown jam, so they put a rifle in my hand, sent me off to a foreign land, to go and kill the yellow man.
Born in the U.S.A. I was born in the U.S.A. I was born in the U.S.A. I was born in the U.S.A. Born in the U.S.A.
Come back home to the refinery, hiring man says "Son if it was up to me". Went down to see my V.A. man, he said "Son, don't you understand". 
I had a brother at Khe Sahn fighting off the Viet Cong, they're still there, he's all gone.
He had a woman he loved in Saigon. I got a picture of him in her arms now. 
Down in the shadow of the penitentiary, out by the gas fires of the refinery. I'm ten years burning down the road, nowhere to run ain't got nowhere to go. 
Born in the U.S.A. I was born in the U.S.A. Born in the U.S.A. I'm a long gone Daddy in the U.S.A. Born in the U.S.A. Born in the U.S.A. Born in the U.S.A. I'm a cool rocking Daddy in the U.S.A.










Yeah, that's right, I'm not born in the U.S.A., but I wish I was.
I love this song, and all about U.S.A.
I think today I wrote U.S.A., for at last 100 times.

Inspiration.

I don't care
if you're black, white, straight, bisexual, gay, lesbian, short, tall, fat, skinny, rich or poor.
If you're nice to me, I'll be nice to you.
Simple as that.    –Eminem

We live alone. We die alone. Everything else is just an ilussion.    -The art of getting by.

What doesn't kill you make you stronger.  - I don't know where this came from.

And I'll be getting out as soon as I can fly.   -Talihina Sky.




Monday, January 9, 2012

Nothing else Matters.




So close, no matter how far. Couldn't be much more from the heart. Forever trusting who we are , and nothing else matters.
Never opened myself this way . Life is ours, we live it our way. All these words I don't just say , and nothing else matters.
Trust I seek and I find in you.  Every day for us something new, open mind for a different view, and nothing else matters.
Never cared for what they do, never cared for what they know, but I know…
So close, no matter how far. Couldn't be much more from the heart. Forever trusting who we are, and nothing else matters. 
Never cared for what they do, never cared for what they know,but I know..
Never opened myself this way. Life is ours, we live it our way, all these words I don't just say.
Trust I seek and I find in you. Every day for us, something new. Open mind for a different view, and nothing else matters. 
Never cared for what they say, never cared for games they play, never cared for what they do, never cared for what they know, and I know…
So close, no matter how far. Couldn't be much more from the heart. Forever trusting who we are.  No, nothing else matters



This song is beautiful. I heard this song today on last episode from Revenge, and I saied, "I need to put this on blog. Omg, I love this". Lyrics is so beautiful... I think we should pay attention, because this is live, and Lissie's one of few singers, who're singing live, without any recording.
I'm a fan Metalica, and also Lissie, so this is a Metalica cover by Lissie.

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Have a nice Saturday.


In I don't know, maybe 2 years, I'll remember all this year, and I'll laugh, because is a stupid, childish game... 
I have all my lile forward, and I'm not going to let this shit interrupt me.
Next week is my special week, because is my birthday, and I'm going to celebrate that with special people. These people, have never been so close to me, and I'm glad that this thing happened, because I can't be much glad, than I am right now.
Fuck you haters, and have a nice Saturday.